Stop looking for that special career/job. Just find a job. There’s a lots of work out there . Do any kind of job. Just get yourself hired. Then show up for work everyday. Don’t take days off. Be early, stay late. Do what ever your boss ask of you (job related). Be the best employee that company has ever seen. Live and breath that company, become indispensable. You can always quit later, and be no worse off than you are today (except that bills are getting paid). Don’t waste another month looking for a career that doesn’t exist. There are a lot of VP’s out there who started in the company mail room and worked their way up!